Doors

Saying goodbye to my working area

They say that when one door closes, another opens. 

Yes. I left my previous job for 2 years. Simply because I cannot find fulfillment in what I do. 

This is the fallback of choosing a career that I don't love. Just like the famous Confucius says, "Choose a job you love, and you will never have to work a day in your life."

Somehow, I still prayed for this. I don't want mediocrity when it comes to my job. I know that I can excel and do better. 

It's almost 2 months now since I've been jobless. Kinda feeling happy staying home, cleaning the house, taking care of my 2 kids. It's amazing everyday to explore and learn new things with them. Plus managing my online shop. (check it out here)                

I've been thinking a lot these days. What career to take and I've been wanting to stay at home with the kids since my eldest will soon go to school. Want to put up our own business since my husband has been very supportive about it.

But there were lots of things to consider whichever of those I will consider. But my heart is more of having good and quality time with my kids.

Today, we just finished our bible study and we've talked about prayer. And I have been reminded about all these matters that I am praying and to seek God's will for all this. That, it doesn't really matter what I want but what God wants for me. 

Though I may not know it instantly, but what I believe is God only wants the best for me and for my family.

This is the comfort that I have in my heart right now. 

And so I trust Him with my whole heart that all that He has for me is the best. I am God's Princess anyway and my King knows that her Princess only deserves the best. 

I am just patient. Waiting. Trusting.