Dream

We all have dreams. Some came true. While some are not. 

And it's okay. 

Somehow I've learned that not all dreams do come true but only those who are aligned with God's purpose in my life. 

There were dreams I've prayed so hard and they easily came true. Still some were answered after years of waiting. Mostly it doesn't.

For those who knew me, you'll know that I've dreamed of becoming a ballerina and a wanderer. Both God did not permit. Well, atleast for the latter I still hope that it would happen.

And there were dreams that I just kept in my heart. Feeling ashamed somehow. Though deep inside, I wanted it so badly. But I've learned that God will not force me to do something i don't like. Unless I'd show some effort to give it a try and shrug off the fear of rejection.

And it happenned. I know that yesterday is the day when people would prank each other. But I'm not joking when I stand and play the keyboard with the whole Praise and worship team. I was just giving my dream a kick-off.

Honestly, I did played a lot of wrong keys. But I don't care. I know my King is smiling watching her Princess fulfilling her dream.

March 31, 2016 Practice with the Praise and Worship Team

And oh... I don't care doesnt' mean I really don't care. I promise I will persevere to give "this" a best to the Lord.